Bible verses that helped me get through 2019. I began to lean heavily on the Word after our tragic experiences in 2019. A lot of nights I would find myself reading the Bible like I read a fiction novel. I … Continue reading Bible Verses to Read When Your Faith is Being Tested
Why 2019 Wasn’t the Worst Year of My Life An open, raw look into my life in 2019. 2019 was one of the hardest years I’ve ever through, and the absolute hardest year that we’ve been through as a couple. But God. January 2019 In January 2019, we found out we were finally expecting after 7 months, which I later realized was not a long time at all to be trying to conceive. February 2019 Just a few weeks later, 1 day before Valentine’s Day, we started miscarrying. I had never experienced a loss of any kind before, so it … Continue reading "You Don't Look Like What You've Been Through."
Part 2 – The Dangers of Jealousy It can be defined as the feeling of resentment toward someone because of their success, advancements, or advantages. These usually stem from feelings of insecurity or fear. It can also be caused by … Continue reading JEALOUSY – 3 PART BLOG SERIES
Part 1 – STOP Comparing Yourself to Others This blog series is going to make some people uncomfortable. And that’s okay. Let me start by saying: I’m not perfect. I personally have dealt with jealousy. I’ve really had to pray … Continue reading Jealousy – 3 Part Blog Series
For most people, the holidays are a time to celebrate. It’s a time where you get to be with family that you may not normally see all the time, and it’s a time to make memories and share laughs. For … Continue reading Surviving the Holidays When You’ve Lost Someone
Why I Pray For Him One of the best things you can do for your husband, is pray for him. In the bible, a husband is defined as a man in a legal marriage. When a man and a woman … Continue reading Why I Pray For My Husband
Disclaimer – I am most obviously not a preacher, and I am not a teacher. What I am is a Christian lady who has gone through some stuff. I am writing this with hopes of helping someone who has felt like they’ve lost it all, realize that God is still on your side. In the past, I’ve felt like my life was literally over. As dramatic as it may sound, it didn’t seem dramatic to me. Anyone who has gone through the loss of a child, especially multiple times, will tell you that the feeling is like no other. After … Continue reading When you feel like you’ve lost it all – Story of Job
This post may make some people uncomfortable, and that’s okay. I do this in efforts to keep the memories of our beautiful babies alive. At just 21 year old, the loss of 3 babies has been nothing short of heartbreaking. I’ve often beat myself down about being so young and “in my prime,” yet being unable to successfully bring a baby into this world. It’s not a great feeling at all. The first time we lost a baby, I let a lot of self-hatred and negativity build up within me. I questioned God often, struggling to understand why He could … Continue reading My babies have gone to be with the Lord